Even when I was a kid I would always have crushes on my male teachers or my friends dads, and when I was 13 i used to fully entertain the Snapchat pervs (I was in a situationship with one who was 26 that lasted over a year) so I guess this is just classic “daddy issues” lol.
I have recently left a 2 year long relationship (with 21M) and all I’ve been thinking about ever since is being swept off my feet by some 40-50 year old.
I have been craving it more and more lately but I have no idea how I would even start. Trying to find an older man who’s not a full blown creep AND wants to date a 19 yr old seems impossible (and a lot could go wrong).
Even if I did find the right person I could never tell my family, or literally anyone, because they would never understand.
Is this something i should just try to forget about? I don’t want to be attracting chaos into my life but until I know there is no hope of me living that fantasy, i don’t know how to let it go.
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