I’m F18 and I’ve never been with anyone before, whenever I’m in the “mood” I just feel lonely and ugly and undeserving of love.
I fantasize sometimes about just meeting an older guy that can just teach me everything and give me the experiences I’ve been curious about for years.
I know that’s bad- and if I were to actually follow through with that I’d put myself at risk for multiple reasons but I also know that it’s not unheard of and a lot of people do it.
Obviously I don’t want my first time to be scary or forced or weird but I feel like forming an emotional connection with somebody before hand would never happen.
I just wanna touch somebody and be touched why is it so hard
I want somebody non judgmental and genuinely kind and experienced to just be friends with benefits I guess
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