Honestly I’m going to file for divorce by the end of this year, so no advice is really needed, but I’m happy to hear opinions or support at this point.
I (F30) am fit and attractive, but no longer 20…. My husband who is 40, has been with me for 10 years. You do the math on our ages when we met.
I’ve changed a lot over the years, but one thing I’ve never done is refuse sex, or stop pursuing it and dressing up and being “naughty.”
My husband has changed. He doesn’t initiate sex and he has a BAD porn addiction he isn’t honest about. It actually got violent when he found out I had his phone linked to my devices and confronted him about searching “teen porn.” ((Edit to add – legal of-age girls, not anything illegal – sad I have to add this as the popular search category itself is despicable)) We don’t have kids thank God.
I’m just done with this. Done with not feeling like I’m enough when random guys on the internet look at me the way my husband looks at these “TEEN GIRLS” he’s jerking off to. I’ve seen a lot of porn he looked at but this… this is the nail in the coffin.
I feel so disgustingly unsafe and traumatized. I just need to know that there’s a different life on the other side of this. That when I take this leap, it will be ok. There are men out there that are content with a fit, younger, hotter wife and that’s enough for them. On top of having all the money and free time, she’ll be enough maybe?
Idk sorry for my rant….
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