okay is it normal to feel this grateful about your first time?? because I feel like everyone I know has a horror story about theirs and mine was just… really good?
I’d been talking to this guy from my bio class for weeks and we both knew where it was going and one night at his place he stopped and got really serious and said he needed to tell me something before we went further. I thought he was going to say he had a girlfriend or something and my heart dropped but he just looked at the floor and said he was smaller than average and he understood if that changed things
and I just stared at him like… that’s it?? that’s the big confession?? I almost laughed but not at him, just at how nervous he was about it, because I was a virgin and had zero frame of reference and didn’t care??
when we actually got to it he was so careful. he asked before everything. “is this okay?” and “does this feel good?” and “do you want me to slow down?” and because he wasn’t big it didn’t hurt?? like at all?? my friends told me the first time would be painful and I kept waiting for the pain and it just never came (but I did, twice)
he fit perfectly is the thing. I could focus on how it actually felt instead of tensing up and bracing for something. and his hands were on my clit the entire time like he’d studied for this specific exam and was determined to get an A
afterwards he held me and asked if I was okay and I said I was better than okay and he smiled so big and I could tell he’d been scared I’d be disappointed
I keep seeing posts about terrible first times and I just want everyone to know that mine was with a guy society would say isn’t enough and he was more than enough. he was perfect and I’m saying that with my whole chest while I lay here in his bed wearing his t-shirt
TLDR: lost her virginity to a self-conscious smaller guy, zero pain, two orgasms, grateful for the experience, currently still in his bed
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