my boyfriend is really sensitive, which i love about him. but after this im starting to think he may be a little too sensitive for his own good. so the relationship is fairly new and we had only had vanilla sex with some light choking up to this point. i wanted to take things further.
i was giving him head and i turned over on my back w my head hanging off the bed. i love getting my throat fucked, something about not being in control is really hot to me.
i genuinely do enjoy it, i know a lot of people don’t but it’s fun for me. he was excited to do it and after he finished he said he felt really bad because i had tears in my eyes. i assured him it was enjoyable for me, and that i wouldn’t have initiated it if i didn’t want to do it.
he started crying and just kept saying how bad he felt, and asked why i would like something that looks so painful. at this point i was kind of annoyed. it felt to me like i was kind of being shamed in a weird way, like im so crazy for wanting it. idk i know he didn’t say that but he enjoyed it too clearly so i was just confused by this reaction. he ended up apologizing and saying that when he saw me crying he just felt horrible.
we had a talk about it but now i just feel kinda awkward to try things that im into
