last night, my bf and i were laying in bed and i was falling asleep when i noticed he was touching himself to a video on his phone. it was a video he took of us (consensual) but then a few minutes later, i noticed a different video. i had never seen it before and i have no recollection of it at all.
it was a video of me drunk, passed out, and naked on the floor. he was recording my body and even recorded my vagina as close as he could. while we have recorded videos together, this made me feel disgusting and angry. my first instinct was to delete the video (even though he was fighting with me for his phone), but now i regret not watching the full thing bc maybe it’s worse than I thought.
he didn’t even apologize, and tried to shift blame onto me saying that ive done the same thing , when i literally never have.
i was beyond angry, to the point of tears, and it took everything in me to not punch him in the face. i honestly despise him and he doesn’t take me seriously when i tell him i don’t want to be with him anymore.
i don’t have anyone i could talk to about this and im sorry if this post makes anyone uncomfortable , i just needed to vent
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