Me and my wife have been frequent to massages.

Once my wife allowed me to get handjob in front of her during a massage ( the happy ending) and it was so hot to see my wife looking at my getting handjob from the messuse and she was fingering herself.

After a few days, I was already expecting that my wife would also ask me that she wants some happy ending from someone( male) but to my surprise, she is asking me that she also wants a happy ending fingering from a female messuse and she wants me to look at her getting fingered and I give myself a handjob while looking at her getting fingered

This thought has made me cum a lot of times but we haven’t yet able to convince any messuse to finger her .

But still I get hard ons for it..

Any place or thoughts on this?