Context: 21M, virgin. No girth whatsoever, 3.75in (bottom 1%) at thinnest, only thicker than micros.
It sucks having a categorically undesirable body. How could anyone love me? I hate that I effectively have no penis at all. I’ll never pleasure a woman with my body.
I don’t see a way out. I’m in therapy, but when I discovered how far below average I was 3 months ago, I fell apart. I stopped eating, exercise, talking to friends, etc. I’m barely just getting back to some normalcy.
I’ll never find love. I cry about that daily. I only find some distraction in hobbies. But I’m less and less interested in them as time goes on.
I haven’t felt any desire since I discovered it. I haven’t even had an erection for over a month.
I’m sentenced to a life of solitude. I don’t want to endure that anymore.
Why am I even here? My body is a punishment I have to endure.
