my husband had a medical issue And we haven’t gotten to have sex The way I like it in 9 years. That’s over half our time together.
Then one day he felt bad about how i missed bottoming, sowe tried to have an open relationship, it was supposed to be like outsourcing a part of our relationship that he felt bad He couldn’t provide anymore. It was going really well, we had a couple 3 ways, but for some reason nobody including my husband has touched me for the last 4 years. We went from being sex positive to it Being a taboo subject.
I love him and I love my life with him and he’s my best friend, but when I try to talk to him about my needs it turns into a big thing. I don’t want to leave him , but I don’t want to go without any more.
The last time we had a serious conversation to hope this was last year, and i thought we were on the same page, everything is going in the opposite direction. I wasted so much time for preparing for my perfect future , but i’m not gonna get it anymore. We were right there, i don’t know why we turned around.
I know i’m choosing to stay with him, but it eats away at you sometimes.
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