EDIT : for anyone fantasising on a teacher : DON’T act on it. I regret it. This man didn’t care about me in a loving, passionate way as I thought when I was 16. now that I’m older I realise even more how stupid It was of me. I’ve been wanting to write him a letter to tell him everything I think about him or write to his wife.
but ultimately I don’t have much info on his life nowadays. the last day of school, the very few last hours before I left hs forever, he ignored me. didn’t congratulate me or anything for my studies when he used to say I was so smart and stuff (I was one of the best student but felt really insecure). A fantasy should stay a fantasy for a reason.
I am now 25. I slept with my teacher back in highschool when I was 16. I didn’t know he was a married man, he was wearing no ring.
We always gave each other looks here and there, smiles. One day I was alone with him for some appointment we had where we were supposed to talk about my studies. I was sitting in front of him and I felt an urge, I can’t explain it otherwise, to stretch my arms in his direction. It was really weird and embarrassing tbh but he just smiled and asked me how I felt. And I kind of confessed my attraction to him.
And yeah long story short we managed to book an hotel in the city and I let him slept with me. I found out a bit later he was married and we stopped for a while. But I was still craving him like crazy, which is a shame. One of the last day in school, we had a small cabinet, a small room, behind the class and I gave him two blowjobs there.
I still miss him nowadays but feels weird at the same time. I had time of feeling anger towards him, other times where I want to get in touch again.
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