I tried using this one app where you can talk to everyone in the world cause I was curious about it and since everyone seem to use it. Everything was doing great, I met some people that were nice. And then I met this one guy, he seemed nice at first. A typical guy you’ll meet online.
Me and him started to talk, and we had some same interest in stuff. I told him I read books, mostly those books that are not for kids and stuff. Our conversation went on around those topic. And then he noticed about my puffy cheeks and asked if I was chubby which I answered yes, cause I am. He asked to see my stomach, which I said no since I was shy to show it and I wasn’t really comfortable showing my body. But he kept persisting, and I kept saying no. Until I finally gave in since he won’t stop asking. He said I had a nice body for a chubby person, which I guess I wasnt that chubby. He commented about how that is his type on a women and I was a hit unnerved but let it past.
I thought he would stop from there. But he didn’t, he then asked to see my boobs. I was wearing a jacket since it was cold, I didn’t even noticed my chest was noticeable until then. He then Presistenly asked to see my boobs which I said no again. That was over what he asked in the first place but he wouldn’t stop. I was so pressured. I told him no and he asked why I just kept saying because I don’t want to. But he somehow had a persuasive excuse. Talking about it’s only the two of us and that its not even that bad. That I had already showed my stomach. And again, I was pressured to show it. And when I did, he asked to see my vagina. That’s when I made an excuse that I was tired and wanted to sleep.
I felt so disgusted about myself, about how I gave in so fast. How I didn’t insisted on not showing it. I used to feel so confident about my boobs, but now? I felt so insecure because about. I watched stuff about women being pressured to show their bodies, but I couldn’t never thought I would be one of them…
I hate it so so much. I don’t think I could recover from this again…
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